My Ramblings

second day raye.
woke up at 11am at ferst.
but den i heck care la.
cos noone seems to b bothered if i was awake or not.
den i went back to sleep.
woke up again at 130pm sey.
lols.
punye la lmbt. btol nye membalas.
woke up tros makan.
eeeee! disgusting kann.. hehe!
tapi takpe. tkde org kesah lagipon.
buat bodoh la. hahahahaha.
bla bla bla.
siap n all. den go out at ard 430pm gitu.
g jln raye wid mummy n bro.
daddy dint follow cos he had to go werk.
sedih. sad. cos i had 1 day only to raye wid him.
haiz. nvm. saturdae still haf.
im so nt gonna let him go werk. bluek!

ferst house.
cik hawa's house.
at chai chee.
reminds me of sumone mom's hse. haiz.
n i expect mummy to like seat at cik hawa's hse
4 a few hours b4 proceeding to another hse.
hahahhaa. da paham. n da biase.
watchin adilah's kepetahan made my day.
i wasnt in a veri good mood b4 goin to cik hawa's place.
but after reaching der, my mood changes.
imagine.
a one year old gerl managed to cheer me up.
imagine dat la.
wid her kelakar-ness.
her becok-ness.
her smile.
her so-veri-clever-attitude.
her kebijaksanaan.
i was mesmerized.
serious. i think if ders no adilah,
i doubt i can b happy today.
bt wen she's nt in view, im back to square one.
thinking n thinking real deep.
nvm la okae. im like dat.

so many things happen today.
we followed cik hawa to go visiting today.
naik her van.
so we all ramai2 go jln together2 la.
her family n mine cept 4 bella.
dilah was all-so-happy sey.
sumer org were like luffing n luffing all de time.
den got one part,
we took de lift down frm mak uteh's house tau.
den dilah was near de lift.
skali pintu lift was half way open.
sumer tepanjat gile nye. igt terjam ke ape.
den we found out dilah's hand was stuck to de lift door.
ouchh!
sakit tauu tak.
ape lagi. melalak la dier. but it dint last long la.
she's a strong gerl. kejap je nangis. lps tu da baik.
back to her normal self. verii good.

houses visited today:
1. cik hawa's house
2. mak uteh's house
3. tok alang's house
4. nek echon's house
5. cik aziz's house

sket jgk cos we went out after maghrib arh.
dats why.
in all collection seems to b ard 90 plus gitu.
bley la tahan. bersyukur dgn ape yg ade okae.
tho like mentioned, ferst few days of raye last yr kan,
duit collection da smp seratus lebih kalau 2nd day. haha.
not many houses visited yet.
so paham2 jelah ehk.

dont let me b alone.
cos i tend to think.
think abt de past.
i cant seem to 4get dem.
my past wid zul.
haiz.
just dont let me b alone lah.
to avoid me from thinkin n stressing myself out.
n avoiding from crying.
dats de impt thing.
cos wen i think, think deep dat is,
i'll tend to think of de sad things
n i'll oways end up crying.
for instance, in cik hawa's van.
i sat alone.
wid de ipod s my company.
lagi skali aku fikirkan psl dier.
nak nangis pon ade.
smp bile nie sumer nk continue.
sampai bile??????
haiz.

ouh yeah.
tadi sblom kluar uma,
we took sum pics.
den i tried wearing wid my specs.
mcm cikgu2 old skool sey.
mummy said mcm cikgu bedah.
time dulu2 gitu.
n off i ran to daddy's rm to let him c hw
i look like wid de specs. hahaha.
den he oso agreed wid mummy.
ape sey. lps tu daddy took out his sunglasses
n asked me to wear dat n take pic wid it.
klakar sey. btol2 mcm org dulu2.
mcm org bute pon ade sey. lols.

im officially SINGLE for now.
n i dont wish to commit 4 de time being.
let me rest okae.
i need time to heal.
so guys, just back off.
dont come to me asking 4 numbers animore.
i had enuf of pain.
i dont wish to endure anymore of dox.
stop okae.
so skrg, syla n me r OFFICIALLY SINGLE.
great kan? ade jgk kau kwn ehk syla. hahaha.
aku pona ade kwn. lols.
4 nw, we're SICK of guys.
a pain in de ass kan syla?
im supporting evry word she says.
she's also a gerl so she understands.

syla, pasal chucky tu kan,
dont let me be de penghalang between de two of u lah.
kalau dier nk kenal2 ngn kau, kau go ahead je.
kalau dier ajak kau g jalan raye ngn drg,
kau pegi je.
takkan psl aku kau tk pegikan.
mane tau kau da tepikat pat dier ke.
ahhahaaha.
go ahead widout aku.
aku tidak diundang so aku tkleh ikot.
kau brani kan diri pegi
if chucky nk kau pergi ikot drg.
okae darlink? haha.
i feel bad if i was de penghalang between de
two of u sey.
cos aku bace blog kau,
den kau letak,
psl chucky tu,
tgklah dulu eh.
smth like dat.
so like aku tkt kau tknk kenal2 ngn dier cos of aku.
dont let dat happen kae.


i'll post up sum pics layters kae.
enjoy de pics.
combinations of ferst n second day raye.
slamats la eh.

always and forever lovin' you;
11:50 PM

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