My Ramblings

sort of jus came back from dance.
body all aching.
i feel like im gonna haf fever soon seh.
hais.
prac today was like maot gile laa.
byk kali i had dox heavy breathings but
i jus kept quiet n carried on.
slamat tk pengsan. haha.
was coughing like a mad dog sia.
haiyo.
aniwaes,
tomoro ders performance.
lunchtime performance.
lols.
nervous sehh.
open to public seh.
alamakkk.
hopefully i'll do well.
evrybody do well okay.
we'll try our best.
go see us if u all wanna see de performance.
it's at de sch atrium.
performing at ard 125pm like dat.
de last performance. ahaha.

hmmm...
i noe im not being myself dix past few days.
i dunoe why.
maybe cos i wasnt feeling well.
maybe cos i dint haf de mood.
i dint even mix well wid my clubbers in sch.
ehk, we dont club bt we jus name ourselves de clubbers.
suke2 jek.
i had dat feeling of emptiness in me.
been sumtime.
but i jus kept quiet.
when dey laugh, at times i dont even haf de mood to laugh along.
i dunoe why.
i used to laugh along wid dem even at de slightest thing.
but nt now.
why sia?
i dunoe.
tell me.
i tend to keep to myself in sch.
dint talk much.
dint participate much.
im feeling like im falling apart from dem seh.
hais.
i jus feel like is like way different.
different from last time.
n i dunoe why.
de reason why is still unanswered.
how?

hais.
i think im gonna take a rest 4 now.
unsure whether d is calling or nt.
i'll prolly laze ard on my bed n wait 4 him to call.
take care aites people.

always and forever lovin' you;
11:48 PM

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