My Ramblings

again. again. again.
things happen all over again.
why?
can i noe de reason why it all had to happen?
gosh.
why now?
jus answer me dat.

dont ask me wads wrong wid me.
cos i too dunoe de reason why.
dont force me.
dont ask me so many qns.
it's all up to u.
i doubt i noe wad im doing.
stressing out wid sch is oreadi too much 4 me.
studies.
hais.
family.
frens.
own personal problems.
bley jadi gile lahhh.

i wanna noe wads de course 4 wads happening to me nw.
but how?
how do i do it?
tell me.

i jus wish i cud go to de beach now.
let out ALL de insignificant stuffs.
dats IF.
n i noe it's impossible.
hais.
dayana, u want come along?
we're beach gerls remember?
hahahahahaha.
nvr had de chance to go to de beach to chill wid u.
shud try it out one day.
jus de two of us.
think positive people.
expressing wads underneath our troubled harts.
it's sure a fun thing to do aye?
lols.
we'll see.

upcoming events.
1. Funker (lucky thing im nt in. only diyana, nureen n jeremy
r in fer de dance comp.)
2. Nyp open house. (19th,20th n 21st jan)
3. Chingay. (3rd n 4th jan)
4. Jazz class. (starts 5th feb)
5. Dance works. (25th feb)

damn it.
so many things up ahead.
i dunoe if i can cope.
dance. studies. icas. commitment to bf. family.
haiyo.
so many.
can i do it?
it's veri difficult to cope.
according to de seniors.
n wen u listen to dem talk,
u'll haf straight forbias joining dance sia.
hahahahaha.
bt i nvr did regretted lor.
jus dat at tyms,
it was all plain lazy.
hah!

im going to haf breakfast wid de family tml morning.
yeay-ness.
it's been some time since we all last had a family meal together.
so im looking forward to layter morning.
weeee~

always and forever lovin' you;
12:42 AM

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