My Ramblings
Thursday, December 08, 2005
skipped lecture.
Loh chuu yi's lecture.
i simply cant b bothered.
like i've mentioned,
if i got de chance to not go sch,
i wudnt go.
hais.
i dunoe wads wrong wid me dix past few wks.
no mood.
period.
took 14 from bedok int.
destination was to clementi int.
wahhh!
i tell u.
i regretted taking 14 sia.
it took me 2 freaking hours to reach clementi.
from 130-330.
haiyyo.
my butt pain sia.
hahahahaha.
reached clementi int,
waited 4 bus 282 den saw syla.
she meeting chuck at wc too.
so we took de same bus n proceed to meet dem under
chuck's void deck.
reached der we saw a few lil kids.
anak sape je tauu.
we thot it wasnt dem lahh.
n i cudnt recognise my darling from a far.
cos he wasnt wid his usual hairstyle.
he looked like chuck la from a distance.
hahahahah.
really.
cos wen we were walking towards dem,
i thot i saw a glance of chuck frm a distance
but wen we went near,it was my dearie lor.
same hairstyle.
sampaikan termistaken.
n yeah, i saw his sister.
i think ferst impression was not so good la.
to me. i mean i wasnt even prepared to meet his sis.
he dint even tell.
n i thot he maen2 saying dat was his sis.
skali kene betul tu kakak dier.
cos she looked differerent frm de pic i saw n recently.
hahahaha.
ouh yeah.
he quite close wid de sis la.
if it was 4 me n my bro,
kalau la one day i go near him n kiss him on his cheeks,
mak oiii... kene terajang seh aku.
hahaha.
like serious lahh.
tho me n bro r veri close,we're not dat so-veri-close.
understand? tak paham sudahlah.
den we took 143 to orchard.
de rest waited 4 us in front of topshop readi.
nvr will i forget.
he covered me wen ders bright sunlight towards our side.
i was veri touched.
hahahahahahha.
touching kan?
one thing i'll nvr forget.
i never felt like dix b4 4 a veri long time.
i thot i'll nvr get to feel dix way b4.
feeling of being loved.
feeling of being cared for.
feeling of being worried for.
hah!
i thot im nvr gonna feel de same way again.
but you proved me wrong.
how i wish we cud b like wad we were yest, forever.
how i wish de feelings wont change bt instead i'll grow more.
can it?
i was on my own world.
s quiet s i can be.
observing de little moments which i shall keep close to my hart.
im sorry if i dint talk much yest.
i dont even noe why i was all quiet yest.
prolly i was seizing de chance of being wid you.
talking too much = not so good.
not much time spent.
so i preferred keeping quiet n observing wad u're doing.
it's better dat way.
but den again, im really sorry 4 not talking so much wid you, dearie.
easy say,
berat hati nk tinggalkan you smalam.
i dunoe wen we'll meet again.
time was veri short.
skejap je dpt spent time together.
tho it was a few hours,rase2 mcm a few mints je.
time was really fast lahh.
but wad i noe.
i was really happy to see u.
ur kisses made me stay alive.
ur hugs, keep me wanting to have more.
not wanting u to let me go.
but time doesnt allow us to do dat.
how saddd.
n above all,
im grateful, veri grateful to have you s a whole in my life.
nvr haf n nvr will i regret choosing you to be mine.
okay darling?
i hope u feel de same way too
and not de other way round pulak.
u hugged me tight.
i did de same too.
we thot s if ders no other days.
how childish.
but i continued doing it wid a smile.
knowing u wudnt let me go dat easy.
i felt secured.
wid ur arms ard my waist.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
i hope u're doing okay.
wid de lungs thingie.
hais.
hati i tak tenteram seh fikirkan psl tu.
dalah u sakit,den nk jugak pegi clubbing.
degil ehk.
but takpelah.
s long s u assure me u're okay,
im orite wid it.
hopefully u're getting on better.
take care of urself darling.
i cant wait to see you AGAIN.
luv u.
miss u.
muacks.
always and forever lovin' you;
10:44 AM
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