My Ramblings
Saturday, December 03, 2005
so to dox interested,
pls read on.
n to dox nt interested, den can jus go off lor.
de chapter begins.
de story of our love life.
it's jus so complicated.
simple s it may b seen bt
it's still s complicated s other love life.
all dat im gonna say is wad WE'RE facing.
it's all de truth.
deep inside of our hearts.
which we dare not let it out to u guys.
cos we noe nothing will happen even if
we try to talk it out.
so u c, it's no point talking abt dix.
so i preferred to blog it here.
maybe it'll make u do some thinking
and make u realise wads happening.
dix is between us gerls.
not u n me, but me n her.
it's gerls points of view.
about our love life.
about our relationship wid u guys.
we feel like we're nothing to u guys.
like whether we're here or not,
it's still de same.
like ders not much difference.
breaking promises is one of de offence
dat will terribly break our hearts.
ferst,
u make promise.
it's on ur own.
widout us forcing u guys to promise.
but den wen we got to noe de truth,
u guys jus broke de promises u've made to us.
it's better off not to make promise rite?
we understand it's difficult 4 u guys to change.
it's been long since u people do all dox things.
clubbing.
smoking.
drinking.
piercing.
makan-ing of chinese food.
angkat-ing.
all dox stuffs.
we noe it's hard to leave all dox jus like dat.
we noe dat.
but think.
u guys r not alone now.
dulu tym single boley la enjoy2 sume.
buat bende tu sume.
suke2. enjoy. free from evrything.
noone to larang. noone to stop u guys.
noone to show concern. noone to worry 4 u guys.
but now,
korang duer nie da attached.
da berpunye.
bukan nk ckp apelah.
but it's jus dat both of u r attached now
and we feel like we,gerls haf a responsibility
to take care of u guys.
n so does de both of u.
takkan da curik hati kitorg n jus leave it like dat kan?
i dont think so u guys gonna do dat rite?
we're........
concern abt wads happening.
showing dat we still care.
worrying abt u guys.
stopping u guys from doing things.
but still,
korang do all dox stuffs.
even after promising.
okaylah.
kalau tk promise pon,
tak boleh ke krg stop doing all dox?
bukan kite pakse stop at once
but try to slow down.
like dox go too often.
dont do dox things a lot more many times.
like reduce.
boleh kan?
for our sake?
think of de future.
satu nak khawin siang.
ntah knape pon tk tau.
yg lagi satu pulak?
u said ard 24 or 25 gitu kan?
okaylah acceptable age.
okay. think ehk.
de both of u gonna become a husband one day.
takkan gerls nak lelaki yg do all dox things kan?
we doubt so.
try asking de gerls out der.
jangan plak g tanye minah2 sume.
drg tk gune ditanye.
mestilah drg nk cos dey're like dat demselves.
try asking people like us gerls.
ask dem whether dey like guys doing all dox stuffs or not.
try asking if dey're searching 4 husbands dat do all dox.
try tanye arh.
tgk ape drg ckp.
n we dont think dat u guys want ur children to follow
de same steps dat u all r doing now rite?
think.
i dunoe wad else to say.
we dunoe wad else to say.
wad shall we say?
wad shall we do?
u guys tell us.
we're lost.
lost in de world of relationships.
we jus hope dat all dox words mentioned
r gonna make u guys realise.
realise one thing.
ONLY ONE THING.
WE LOVE U GUYS.
n pls appreciate our existence.
make us feel dat way.
make us feel dat our existence is appreciated.
we only ask 4 dat.
pls realise dat de both of u mean a lot to us.
a lot more many.
u guys r still being loved by us.
we still care.
we're still concern.
we're still worried abt de bof of ur whereabts.
so pls,
do realise all dox.
a change is oways gud.
so...................................
*fill dem up urself.
always and forever lovin' you;
11:38 PM
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