My Ramblings
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i dint really watch de whole story la
cos i've watched it b4.
n de story was like so veri de sedih lars.
shah rukh khan can really act sia.
n de director succeeded to engage in de audience
by making us cry.
wah piang!
mane nye pandai je aku bebual ehk. lols.
BUT if i was in his shoes,
i'd do the same.
why?
let me ans why.
y shud i love someone wen im gonna die anytime sooner rite?
i myte as well give others a chance to love dat person when he/she still
have a long way to go.
cos dat sumone wont be like regretting loving me or smth wen it's time
up fer me.
like it's better to love sumone hu has longer life than sumone who
has shorter life span wad.
it's not easy to give away sumone whom u really love to sumone else.
and somemore de other sumone is ur own best fren.
sedih kan. but still, u're gonna die.
so wad for. no use.
i really salute people who'd do dat la.
i'll do dat if im dying
but now im not dying kan.
so, zul is still mine.
hahahahahhahaha.
okay.
talking abt nicknames.
casper belongs to zul
and chucky belongs to khairul.
macam2 nicknames drg ade.
me n syla were like talking n sms-ing each other
bebual-ing abt all dix stuffs.
duer2 kalau da start bebual,
tak bley stop punye la.
like s if ders so much things to talk abt sia.
n so we started off wid de nicknames thingie.
n we realised their nicknames btol2 kene dgn muke sendiri seh.
like casper (the friendly ghost) has oways been a good ghost.
d, r u a good one or a bad one? haha.
n evryone agrees wid each other dat zul's face really look
those innocent type of boys.
mcm tk kene gitu kalau dier jahat.
dont match his face but his nick,casper,
kenelah tu dgn muke dier. innocent2 look. lols.
n den chucky, has oways known to b a killer.
hahahahahhaha.
anak patong suke bunuh org. lols.
kene jgk dgn muke si khairul tu.
we agreed on dat.
cos chuck's ferst impression was not so gud la.
but we dont judge a book by it's cover rite.
he's a gud guy now.
he better be. if not im gonna stranggle him la if he
happens to treat syla badly. hehe.
den...
comes our own nicknames.
cos like drg ade nick, knape kite tak bley ade kan.
n we even wanted to choose a nick dat suits our face.
hahahahaha.
n syla gave veri cute nicks to us.
mrapek sia de nicks.
mcm bdak2 keciks.
syla = blossom.
me = bubbles.
yeah.
it's de power puff gerls thingie.
lols.
kan budak kecik tu.
dulu time secondary school we oways had nicks la.
macam2 nicks seh kite namekan diri masing2.
all dox times. i really miss dem sia.
but de nicks all so merapek one.
only we use dem to address each other.
dulu kwn ade 3 org.
me, syla n fiza.
so me n fiza oways fight over one nick.
which was bubbles.
power puff girls kan ade 3 org.
so kite pon 3. so okay wadd.
syla da mmg okay cos she has oways wanted blossom.
ntah knape tah dier suke nah dgn si blossom tu. haha.
n den me n fiza slalu gado pasal nk rebotkan name bubbles.
hahahahaha.
klakar seh.
so now, it's true wad syla said.
skrg kau da tak yah gado dgn fiza psl bubbles lagik.
kau bley amek to urself now.
hahahahaha.
damn.
i miss my sec sch frens la.
how i wish i cud go back to dox times.
hais.
i want to meet dem soon.
IF evryone's free dat is.
we'll see how.
ouh yeah.
i wanted to say.
dix is wad i had la.
my own opinion.
im willing to let go of sumone whom i really love
so much if he has other responsibilities.
im giving examples lah.
i dont wanna type de whole story here cos it's
supposed to be a secret between de people involved.
it doesnt happen to me but jus dat i had dox opinions
and views lah.
like really la.
if he has other responsibilities towards other gerls
den i shall let him go wid a willing hart.
tho it aint easy to let go of sumone u love so much.
kan?
but den wad for keep him n let de other gerl suffer alone kan.
it wudnt be niice.
i dont like.
other people's happiness comes ferst.
den comes mine.
if i haf to be sad, den let it be lor.
cos de other gerl's life is more impt.
she needs de guy.
de guy is partly responsible too.
mane bley tinggalkan gitu je sey.
it's like so wrong lor.
but den again,
it's jus my views.
i got no rights to interfere.
it's jus dat i pity dat SUMONE.
name shant be mentioned.
i jus wish her de best.
my blessings r oways wid her.
if it happens dat one day i'll b facing de same way,
which i DONT WISH to happen,
i'll b willing to let him go.
kalau je tauuu.
but i dont want la.
sedih sia.
hu wudnt be sedih.
den again, it's no use wad forcing love.
i dont pretty much like to force love.
hah.
dalah.
i blogged to much readi.
layter sum people get bored pulak.
c ya people soon.
miss u d.
luv u.
my one n only.
muacks!
always and forever lovin' you;
12:53 AM
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