My Ramblings

my feets r cold.
super duper cold.
think shud b cos of de weather lah.

im bored!
dead bored.
watching chinese drama half way.
it dint engage so much wid de drama thingie
cos de cite not so interesting arh.
de 9pm one is nicer.

supposed to go 4 dance today.
but dint feel like it.
so i went straight home.
ouh yah,
econs ica sucks mann.
damn.
i think i lose marks here n there.
but too bad, de paper's over.

so wads up tml?
the clubbers gonna bring our exchange christmas gifts tml.
weeee~
im super excited.
it's not dat i celebrate christmas lah.
of course i dont
but de rest alreadi bought me gifts.
drg bilang lagi de price range.
so i feel bad lor.
if nvr give anything back in return like so bad like dat.
so i bought dem gifts too.
im looking forward to tml lah.
exchange gifts.
lecture.
wait 4 syla.
n off, out of sch.
hahaha.
after dat we'll b meeting our bfs.
i think so lah.
shud be la.
cos it's alreadi been our routine to meet dem
evry wednesdays cos we end sch early.
so yeeahhh.
im hapie~
but nott too hapie jus yet.

to my dearest bf, zul.
i need u by my side always.
i want u by my side.
be it physically or virtually.
supporting me from behind.
i love u more than anything.
i love u more than anyone else.
i love u cos i need u.
i need ur attention.
a lot more than anybody else's.
dont make me feel unwanted.
dont leave me attending to myself.
dont leave me all ALONE.
i need u ALWAYS.
i need ur care, love n concern.
dont ever leave me cos of sumone else.
dont leave me cos of another gerl.
i wont be able to take it.
i dunoe how i'll react
but im sure i'll b HURT veri badly if dat happens.
dats IF.
i trust u
n i noe u trust me.
so i wont be expecting 4 dat to happen.
cos i noe im true.
i swear.
my feelings 4 u r true.
but i dunoe bout u lah.
i hope dey're true too.
im saying dix from de bottom of my hart.
trust me. believe me.
i admit im not too hapie nowadays.
cos i can feel de difference.
i dunoe wads de difference.
but i can jus feel it.
it's like we're falling far apart.
i dunoe.
i dont wish 4 dat to happen.
i dont want it to happen.
i dont.
i hope to find de cure soon.
cure to de sadness.

ALL I WANT IS NONE OTHER THAN YOU, ZUL.

always and forever lovin' you;
7:45 PM

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