My Ramblings

Back from dance.
im tired.
took mrt home,s usual.
i was bored.
listening to ipod and boredom leads me to
reading back all my msges/sms-es in my fone.
n dat leads me to my sadness.
hais.
how i wish i cud jus turn back time.
and not goin into some wishy-washy relationships
which in return hurt me a lot a lot.
a lot more den giving me happiness.
hais.

s i browse thru de sms-es,
i really felt like crying la.
airmater da nk kat jatoh bt it dint cos i controlled.
i was in de mrt 4 goodness sake.
takkan nk nangis seh.
control je ah.
some sms-es really made me smile la.
but most were really sad ones.
so sadd.
sms-es say one thing.
de hart says another thing.
n de mouth says another thing.
ders so many things to see to.
n i dunoe which is which to believe.
hais.

always and forever lovin' you;
11:51 PM

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