My Ramblings

ferst things ferst.

i've sumhow enjoyed de past two-three days.
not bcos of projects la.
thinkin of projects jus stress me out.
so i decided to look upon my family outings.
thursday, bro got his salary.
n he really touched me la.
dix opportunity only comes once in a while okay.
so i seize evry opportunity.
me, bro n mummy were walking at tamps;century sq.
walked passed mickey mouse shop.
bro asked whether i want to buy anything or not.
since he's paying so why not kan.
hahahahhahahahaha.
i got one mickey mouse pants dat cost $45.
and a sleeveless mickey mouse shirt costing $19.
hehe!
i was a hapie gerl dat whole time.
who wudnt rite?
so yeah.
i enjoyed evry second of mummy's n bro's time.
thanks fer de time.
i miss daddy tho.
been long since we go out together s a WHOLE family.
nvm. dat day shall come soon.
i'll jus wait.

so today. a saturday.
had another family outing but my aunt n cuzins were included too.
plan was alreadi made b4 hand to go watch movie together.
n i wasnt even told abt dem bringing a partner each sia.
damn. kentangs ah krg!
nina brought amirul along.
n nadhir brought amira along.
gendengs!
lucky amalin dint bring a partner.
she went wid her mom n dilah.
me, mummy n bro plus dyna.
i was fed up la actualie at ferst cos of de partner thing.
i wasnt even informed sia.
kalau di-inform oso who i want to bring sia?
hahahahahaha.

here's wad my mummy actualie said ah.
" dulu mase zul nk kenal2 ngn mama, mama blom readi.
abe nie skrg bile mama da readi nk kenal2 dgn dier, krg pulak da break.
apelah."
hais.
dalah ma. we're over. wads done is done.
but wad my mom said was actualie true lah.
wrong timings.
hmmmm.
if dix were to happen dulu, siang2 lagik kan bagus.
wen we were still together.
we wud haf become happie sia.
but too bad.
we've separated.
i wanted dix long ago bt evrything now has DISAPPEARED.GONE.
so no use waiting,pondering upon it. it'll nvr come.
hais.

aniwaes,
i saw F***** jus now in de mrt wid his fren.
time check ard 4.05pm.
hahahahaha.
funny la.
i finished general meeting n took mrt from yck; home.
towards marina bay; last cabin.
den wen i boarded de mrt, i walked straight to de other
side of de door.
i turned. n sumone from another cabin waved at me.
dalah mater aku nie tk bley nmpk jaoh.
i cannot c far okay.
he called me. using hand signs.
i went nearer n saw him la.
hahahahahah.
igtkan siape jela.
i was so paiseh can.
hehe.
like sersely la.
been long since we last met n talk like face to face.
so de awkward feeling is der.
uncomfortable.
sumore i dressed veri slack one leh.
more paiseh.
i wore sleeveless shirt. 3/4 pants n slippers.
slack kan tu? lols.
but hu cares. tkde org nk tgk pe.
so we jus chatted 4 a while.
stop calling me "cine" okay.
u oso look like chinese so dont talk much.
hahahaha.
kacau org je tauu. tkde keje laen ehk.
oh ya, he cut his hair readi.
still s smart s last time.
verii neat. tidy.
cumer collar dier je ah. mcm ahbeng2 jek.
hahaha.
n i tink he's grown taller. i look short.
hehe!
okay2. i was hapie to see him orites.
wen u're enjoying smth, time oways pass veri pass.
so s expected, it soon had to end.
he alighted at bugis. n i continued my journey lor.
how i wish i cud follow u bt sorry dearie, i got other plans
alreadi being planned. haha!
next time prolly kays.
another hapie me.

jaoh aku melancong.
continue wid de outing today.
we went to watch i not stupiid 2.
at tamps' golden village.
veri touching story.
veri sad. tears all.
my cuzins all cry la. im not excluded.
hehe.
a story dat teaches a lot of pointers.
go watch the movie if u havent watch!
started at 830 n finish ard 1045pm like datt.
we went makan session at simpang bedok after dat.
niice kan??
been long ah we actualie had family kind of thing.
like go eat together n stuffs.
been VERY LONG.
so we went to eat.
ate soto ayam plus satay.
de rest ate diff kinds of food la.

overall, i enjoyed my day la.
a hapie gerl i shall say.
im all smiles today.
tho i DONT haf ANYONE SPECIAL to share my happi moments wid,
i do haf dix blog to share. hahahahha.
so people, share my happiness n continue smiling.
okay. im mad!
i wanna go sleep oreadi.
tired.
hmmm.
i'll update again wenever im free okays.

always and forever lovin' you;
1:25 AM

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