My Ramblings

A**** fetched me from sch tadi.
after i finish dance dat is.
ard 10 plus at nite like dat.
he's so sweet la.
really.
he's not even my bf okay.
dont get things wrong orites.
im sick n tired of guys remember?
hah.
so he's jus a fren.
bt yet he is willing to fetch me cos he's
worried i'll go home all alone.
nyeh!
at least he felt dat way.
people whom i expected to fetch me dint fetch me
definitely.
n dat made me realise my expectations were too high.
n so... i've changed. i've lowered dem.
dat was why im like touched wen he offered to fetch me.
nt once but a lot of times.
jus dat some i declined.
hmmmmm.

u're jus a niice guy la.
so sweet. so niice. so cuttee sumore.
jus dat i still dont haf dat feeling arh.
i dunoe.
i dont get it.
i sense smth amiss bt i may be wrong ah.
de way u suddenly compliment me send chills down my spine.
like so sudden.
is der anything dat u really wanna tell?
"im jus afraid".
afraid of wadd? i still dont get wad u mean.
maybe i shall really wait 4 dat one day u've mentioned.
hmm.. i wonder wad.

okayla.
im goin off to sleep.
im so sleepy now.
continues later wen i haf de time okay.

always and forever lovin' you;
11:56 PM

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