My Ramblings
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
why cant i?
tell me why?
shesshh!
each time i walk pass sum places,
definitely i'll be reminded of de past.
my PAST MEMORIES.
dox sweet ones.
wer i've oways wanted it to happen over n over again
n i dont wish 4 it to STOP.
bt it all turned out to be VERY SAD.
why? cos it only remain s memories.
nothing more.
painful memories.
be it memories wid him, him or him.
it's still memories i had wid dem.
n dey're haunting me werever i go.
can i jus erase my memory wid dem?
i wish i cud.
hais.
projects been keeping me up so busy.
too many to handle.
i cant handle.
like sersely.
i once cried cos was too stress.
stress abt wad?
java programming.
hais.
it's not cos im a crybaby bt de stress level was too high
4 me to manage.
i jus cant help it bt to jus cry.
thanks to de clubbers who actualie took de initiative
to cool me down.
especially YOU; Shalini.
thanks a lot.
people talk.
people gossip.
people lie.
rumours going around.
it's up to u whether u want to believe it or not.
u choose.
so.....
been talking n talking in careless whispers.
in perfect silence.
wer noone else is leaked out wid de stories.
hah!
only us.
at times it's good to hear wad people ard u say things.
like wads de hot news. hot topics.
hahahahhaha.
interesting.
ever wonder de frens u thot cud be ur true frens turned out NOT?
jus think.
it myte haf happen to u or it hasnt.
but it's jus smth not niice la.
i dont want it either.
but now, i shall say, i've realised who my true frens are.
who's der fer me.
who's willing to go all out fer me.
all i noe.
but im not telling.
go figure.
de true frens noe demself cos definitely i've told dem.
hahahhahaa.
so yeah.
ders even frens who think of only demself.
dat kind of frens shud b ditched la.
sersely.
lols.
get it?
i'll be havin my exams in a few weeks time.
n i haf to mug nomatter wad.
haf to. die die it's a must.
hahaha.
wish me luck people.
bless me.
always and forever lovin' you;
9:37 PM
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