My Ramblings

and yessss.
did i tell you people dat i've got my adidas watch?hahaha!
yah i just did.
weeee~ wooohooo!
takde imitations nie kali okay.
it's de original adidas watch which cost daddy 85 dollars.
it's for my advance bdae present.
okay people, say wad u wanna say okay.
as long s im happy, i dont care wad u people wanna say.
i accept comments btw.
mummy's sponsoring for de bdae pit thingie.
and i suppose she's forking out a few hundreds of dollars jus to please me.
just to make me happy. heh! im so badd lars.
but it's only like once a year. sumore it's my 18th bdae okay. hehehhehehe.
im pampered! yes i noe dat. if i say i want, means i want.
but at times, negotiations r accepted tho. AT TIMES.
yes, im dat type of person towards my family members dat is.
i dunoe wid de rest of de people la but i doubt so.
i havent been asking people for stuffs wad cos i noe i jus cant.
only my flesh and blood can afford to keep up wid my attitude.
very bad attitude. dats why since young, i've been loving dem so much.
i noe my "dat" attitude sucks cos if dix goes on, i wudnt be leading a good and happy life
cos in order to please me, my future husband has to be rich. hahahah!
but dats so not true lah. wealth cannot determine a happy life wadd. wid money but widout love in de marriage, it wont work. der shud be LOVE. haha! cehhh, bebual mcm real je aku nie.
but sersely wadd. i have to change dat attitude lah. maybe leave a bit of it and erase most of dem. okay, dat will do. i'll try to. bro's talkings has sumhow kept me thinking la. imagine.
a younger bro's talkings has made his sister realise how things work out in de family. sungguh memalukan la i tell you. but i thank him for making me realise some things. im glad to have him as a bro. most of de times, he's right lah. just dat i refuse to wake up and change things. cos i jus cant accept things so sudden. evrything takes time kay. gime sum time. i'll change for de better jus for de family or prolly upon hearing my bro's so-called advice. hah!

always and forever lovin' you;
12:32 AM

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