My Ramblings

Even if i miss you,
wad can you do?
wud you even ask me out
just to see my face?
just to satisfy me?
just to make me happy
by see-ing you?
Even if i want to meet you,
wud u even haf de initiative
to offer n ask me out?
wud you, wid a willing hart do so?
Even if i say i want to spend
some time wid you,
wud you even have de time to spare me?
Even if i want you back,
wud you take me back s who i am?
wud you repeat wad u've done in de past?
wud you willingly ask me back?
or will it be jus for fun?
and to hurt me again?
it has ALWAYS been the IFs.
you'll never noe wads deep within.
wad if i say, i want you back.....?

aniwaes,
exams period is over.
c'mon. hols r here.
wad more can i ask.
the clubbers were basically happy fer de
ending of the exams period.
cos we've been mugging like shiett.
since de java project.
de past few months wid so many projects all over.
lacking of sleep.
stress so much.
all cos of dat java project.
damnn.
BUT.
we're free now.
evrything is over.
it's finish.
quoted from wei lin,
" i jus break up wid my boyfren.
but will patch wid him in de next six months."
we were wondering who her bf is.
cos we noe she doesnt have one.
hah!
in de end, her so-called bf was exposed.
de bf she was refering to was actually de exams.
hahahahha.
finally holidays r here.
nothing to be so proud of.
a lil bit can la.
not too much cos i'll be so free.
AND.
im gonna miss the clubbers so much.
i dint get to see darls today.
so sadd.
last day of sch sumore.
haiyahh.
but it's okay la.
we'll be having our so-called celebrations soon.
wer?
NYDC lah.
hahahhahaha.

so now, i can watch teevee s n wen i loike.
i can be online wenever i want.
i can go out wen people ask me out.
so ppl, ask me out okays.
you! ask me out!...
been long since i last seen you.
tak rindu i ke? hehe.
prasan jek aku nie.
hahaha.
i can basically do WADEVER i want lahh.
noone is gonna stop me aniwae.
weeee~

always and forever lovin' you;
4:47 PM

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