My Ramblings

Im bored. so decided to share wid you people my life in poly. least i got smth to do right?
been near full one year im in nyp, taking business informatics; a combination of business and IT. it's gonna be a long entry. prepare to have backache, sitting for too long. haha. so here it goes.
my ferst day in sch wasnt dat bad. predicted dat me n syla wud be separated. afterall, we did separate. she went 0505 n i was posted to 0507. well, dats alright i guess. we'd still manage to catch up on things sooner or layter since we're in de same sch and course. haha!
we were brought to de sch auditorium 4 further elaborations. i cud still remember sitting beside hui zhen if im not wrong on my right and wei lin on my left. n beside wei lin was shalini. wei lin was de kanchiong one who had prepared herself a notebook for us to fill up our particulars in. hahahahaha. dat was de funny part lah cos evryone goes blurr wen she started to ask our address and personal particulars. hah! she's veri sociable wid ppl even if we just get to noe each other. trust me. wei lin and shalini were veri close dat time. and sumhow i got into de grp s well, joining de two of dem. so we're a multi-rational frens thingie. a chinese, malay and an indian.
cool aint it? hahaha.. so yeah, proceed wid poly life together. tutorials, lecture and repeating dem all over again. de same thing. but s times passes by, people change. the frenship lead by me n shalini grew much closer. we became the bestfrens. she shared wid me wad i had to go thru especially the part wer farhan asked for a break. i cudnt handle the situation by myself and she helped me along wid it. she was basically der for me. ALWAYS. and i really mean always. smsing me each and evryday jus to noe how i was doing. and as for zhiyi, she became close to michelle. according to her, she got noone to turn to in de ferst place but found michelle instead since me and shalini was alreadi quite close wid each other. wei lin started to drift away from us. she became close to ivana and mei ying. we felt her absense. and we also realised dat we were like neglecting her. but we werent. maybe she thinks we're ignoring her cos sha n me were close, yiyi and michelle were close. she dint haf anyone to partner with. it's only a maybe. but wadever it is, we still engage talkings wid her and stuffs. the class, dbi 0507, at ferst; was a class full of united people. we had lunch together, discuss evrything together. almost evrything dat we do were done together as one whole class. but things changed since i dunoe wen. prolly wen ders so much hatred in de class. i dunoe lah. or maybe people go their own way thinking dat class united-ness wasnt dat great tho. hell, it's wrong. i missed dox times wen all of us went to de canteen together. as a whole bunch of "monkeys" fooling ard. reserve one whole straight table jus for de whole class to sit together and went to get our own food. hais. i even remembered. ferst few birthdays were celebrated grandly but a few after dat, it lessen down. the whole thing called class spirit died of as time passes.

projects started of sending sparks among friends. hui shan and alisa sort of fight over sum project stuffs. shalini was under a lot of pressure cos of her grp members. andrew was her main headache. andrew started off to be such a niice person. i swear he was at de very beginning. but he changed and i haf no idea why. evryone started to dislike him. giving him all de cold shoulder. gossips/facts goes ard. he made up stories saying gerls in de class like him. wth?! dat made sum of de gerls unhappy and dey nearly ended up into a fyte. over to hui shan and gen. heard dey had sum probs wid de java project. and i swear, java project has driven evrybody crazy. madness la i tell you. even my grp got probs. some conflicts here and der but we manage to keep things low, solving things slowly. derek's grp had some trouble too. derek wid eugene. the class was in low-spirit due to de java project. evrybody was all so stress up. irritating java. making peoples' life difficult. testing the frenship of frens. stating whether ders still such words as true frens. and yes, true frens still exist. it's clear. veri clear. i dont need to mention names cos dey noe demself.

and so yiyi, sha n me started to become close. so we're verii close now. get de idea who my true frens are? haa! before the exams, we mugged together. high n low, we still stick wid three. ONLY three. went jurong east library, jurong entertainment centre(mcdonald), national library, shalini's house, woodlands' mcdonald just to study. we're okay wid only three. mugging n encouraging each other along de way. some memories flashed. we had to sat on de floor and write on de sofas at national library. the beanies we sat on at jurong east library. ice lemon tea. m&ms. crackers. ice creams. all dox moments over-powered our tired fingers since we wrote notes 4 most of de modules. it was afterall, worth while.

having to go thru all dix made me realise how tough life is in poly. people oways say life in poly's great. okay, dat is so not true. it's equally stressful compared wid jc and de higher institutions. wen education is involve, ders oways de difficult part i guess. not evrything in life is so simple. dat includes de life in poly wer majority estimated it to be such a stress free life. it's a no no okay. but upon dox stress i've encountered, i've even regretted goin to poly, a few times. i've even thot of quitting poly but de environment in sch made me stay. de frens i still have and treasure so much till today. it's a 50-50 situation. you have stress, you'll have a good life too. due to de people you mix ard with. dey make ur life better. be it in one way or another. dey still will. see how much frenship has taken it's impact on my life? i've seen the different categories of frens. the one dats worth keeping. the one whose not worth a single cent. etc.etc.etc.

i shall say, i enjoyed my one full year in nyp. tho ders still de ups and downs encountered. im still strong deep within but if it happens dat im not, den ders still my true frens who will keep my spirit up. rite darlings? hahahhaha. so i here i am thanking you people who have made an impact to my life since i joined poly. to all my classmates, wei lin, michelle, hui shan, hui zhen, alisa, gen, cp,derek, nigel, elvis, ivana, mei ying, edmund, nick, daris and de rest of de class, a great thanks for sumhow making an impact on my poly life and making a difference by sumhow encouraging or motivating me. hahahaha...

and to my two darlings, shalini d/o subramani and wu zhi yi. thanks a lot for de precious moments spent together. be it in sch or outside, i still enjoy being wid de two of you MOST. hah! no offence ah de rest. i love you people too but i jus love dem more as my bestfrens. im still straight jus like wad i told yiyi de other time.. hahahaha.. widout de two of you, im nowhere, im nothing. thru thick and thin, we've covered all obstacles together. and we've succeeded. im happy! im enlightened to have such frens like de both of you. thanks once again. till den we shall see each other back in sch on the 17th of april to start our second year, alright darlings. hehe! for now, we shall rot like we've nvr rot before. looking forward to out NYDC food session. hahaha!

take care people.
it's a long entry indeed.
hah!

always and forever lovin' you;
11:30 PM

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