My Ramblings

Life has been a complete bliss fer me. dat i shall emphasize. since my sayang came into my life, almost evrything change. not change fer the worst but fer de better. hah! never will i want to ask for more but to just ask for him to be by my side 24/7... hehehe! he's trying his best to do so kan, syg? hehe!

the phrase, "i love you". he never stop saying it. alahh, he's just so swiit lah. he's even more sweeter den honey n sugar lah. hahahaha. dont melt k sayang.. each time i called him to wake him up, ferst phrase he said was "i love you syg. i miss you!"... hhahhaha. tk ke swit tu. lols. okay, jgn jealous kk... he's just so niice. i've never met anyone s nice s him. n i mean guys. dix doesnt apply to gerls cos my gerlfrens r veri niice people. guys, i've nvr met anyone like him. who's willing to travel a far distance jus fer my sake. pick me up from school. he'll go mad widout see-ing me or hearing my voice for even one day. he claimed dat. he's swit la! he'll wake up early just to meet me. he'll call jus to hear my voice unlike sum ppl. hah! he's 24/7 for me. even if im in need early in de wee hours. swit? yah, my sayang wad. he nvr fail to make me happy. nvr fail to brighten my day. oways so crazy. hahah. i loike!

his voice. ohsocute n yet adorable early in de morning. mentang2 baru bgn tido katerkan. you busyuk!!! pagi2 da romantic. camne la i tk syg u more n more. hahaha! i've realised how much he means to me. how important is his presence to me now. i dint realise all dat till he really showed me how much he loves me. wid all his heart, from de bottom, he proved to me how much he really loved me. dat touched my heart. he nvr fails to put up a smile on me. and im sure, i feel the same way too darling. i thot i'll nvr love again but guess i was wrong. he showed me hw wrong i was. things turned out well. and yes, im saying dix whole-heartedly, from de bottom of my heart, dat im so in love wid you, Arief. yes you sayang. you're my only one.

for now, guys out der, whoever you are, waiting or nt waiting for me, im moved on. so please stop bothering me. stop bothering s in stop putting n having hopes to be wid me cos i cant. im wid sumone else alreadi. im attached to sumone else. or prolly we can just b frens? im okay wid dat. n im sure my sayang is okay wid dat too. frens is okay wid me. nothing wrng wid dat. pls stop wid all dox mushy2 sms-es. stop wid all dat k. i've found my mr right and i dont tink i can accept anyone of u. so move on orites. find sumone better den me. in fact, ders so many out der. kk. dont just give up yet. im happy wid who im wid now so just bless me wid all de happiness i'll b leading wid my sayang okayy. if any of u need any help, im still available but just s frens n not more. tankiew fer understanding.

always and forever lovin' you;
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