My Ramblings

oh wells. on the way to meet mummy and nina's jus nw(saturday), saw a couple who behaved quite initimately in the mrt. let's jus kpo2 fer a while lah k. hahhaha. so yah, de couple was standing near the door of de mrt. the gerl was leaning against de glass while de guy leaning and hugging de gerl. dats normal la cos you'll see couples do dat in de mrt. at ferst dey were only hugging and talking to each other. dat was niice. i even envied dem. sumhow got jealous and the feeling sarks. feeling of being single at times sarks wen u see couples ard. hah! dey remind me of de times i had wid him. be it in de mrt or sumwer else. im so missing all dox moments bt nvm. the guy was like so-called-stroking the gerl's hair. verii swiitt kan. he was like sayang2-ing the gerl lahh. can see thru his reactions. how i wish i was in her place wid my bf (which i gt no idea who). they were veri switt.. being sensitive to each others' feelings. alahh, veri sweet lah. but wen the kissing part starts, it disgust me fer a while. it's not dat im against kissing. im okay wid it. sape tk penah kiss kan. kalau nak kiss pon, kiss la tmpt laen wer nobody can see u or smth. dont do it in public wer SOMANY people can see. it attracts attention okay. believe me. people in de mrt were like looking at dem la but dey jus ignored. buat bodoh and dey continued kissing. not at de cheeks bt at de mouth lagi. ishhhh. dont kiss in de mrt lah. stop it sia! hahahahaha.
it's a malay couple sumore. mind you. wid all de kpo2 makciks in de mrt, abesla krg kene jadi buah mulut makcik2 nie sume. hehe!

aniwaes, hanging out at nina's place was awesome. i managed to see her so-called abg zul. ahhaha. i dunoe wads his full name lah. abg zul is her far cousin thingie. sumhow related to her. he had a crush on nina but since she's attached, he stopped waiting 4 her. i think. but now she's single, i dunoe wads gonna happen. btw, she's goin thru wad i've been thru earlier. it's almost de same bt wid a bit lil difference, nt much tho. i noe how she feels and was really2 sad for her. "expect the unexpected". i'll oways bare dat in mind. while chilling in her room, we decided to play a prank on arief. hahaha. since nina noes arief, so it's like okayla. she asked for his number and started to sms him. "hi, bley kenal2? nie alia from spore poly. tu arief kan?" lols. so funny lah. and she said, " i gt ur number frm a fren and she said you're cute." hah! kite nk tgk dier nye reaction. we were luffing like mad gerls lah. sersely. mcm da tk bley control lagi gitu. blablabla. in the end, we called him and told him it's us who played a prank on him. haha! kesian dier. sorry la ehk. we had nothing to do so we disturb u la. dont mind us.

hmmmmm. ders a wedding tml. cik aziz's daughter. place i think woodlands. goin wid cik hawa n family together wid nina. yeay! termasok besok, it's been three days straight i've seen her. hah! gile la aku nie. so finally i'll haf de chance to enjoy a wedding wid nina bacen. hahahaha.

so bile plak aku nye turn utk kahwin ehk? hhmmm... and who will be my future-husband-to-be? i wonder. prolly i'll get married at de age of 25?26? ard der la kalau ade jodoh dat is. roughly ard 8 more yrs. ders so much things i can do within de 8 yrs sia. but before marriage, i'd like to finish my studies ferst. finish poly at de age of 19 near 20. after dat if can continue study, i'll continue. if cannot den i'll find a job. life goes on as per normal lor. dream house? i remembered telling one of my ex dat the house i'll b living wid my future husband doesnt matter. HDB 3 rm? 4 rm? 5 rm? executive? banglow? terrace? it doesnt matter. it's de love and affection he's giving me matters a lot to me. the time he's willing to spend wid me. other den dat can be negotiate. hmmm.. i'll c if i can keep up wid dat. hahahaha. but if i can haf a house to choose, i'd like it to be simple. living room wid one corner for cosy area wid huge beam bags. one tv shelf to put de tv on top. side speakers; the standing ones. sofas. and a table of course. simple enuf? i think yes la.
i've been telling my mom abt my idea and asking her whether i cud change de living rm nw, she said she cant cos of daddy's stuffs. haiyo. ders quite a lot of stuffs in de living rm and im nt happy wid it. hah! bt nvm.

okay enuf. im exaggerating stuffs. lagi lamer nk kahwin. so dont think abt kahwin okay. studies kasi btol dulu baru bley fikir psl kahwin. heheh!

always and forever lovin' you;
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