My Ramblings

todae's me n syg's ferst month. hehe! veryy fast tym passes. one mth we've been together and im glad, extremely happy to be wid him. to be by his side, wid his company i shall cherish all dat. and wish to haf spend more tym together in de near future. syg, i appreciate all dat u've done fer me within dix one mth. all de things dat u willingly do fer me, r all appreciated. no worries kayy. i love u fer hu u r and love u much even more s tym passes by. u noe u'll nvr be replaced. u noe hw much i love u. u noe dat dont u? hehe! i miss ur presence each n evry sec. and i noe u do too. haha.. i jus love u wid ur unique-self syg!

chatted wid qing hui jus now and got to noe dat he has been discharged alreadi. fer dox hu dont noe. qing hui met wid a road accident few wks back and was warded in CGH. really pitied him lah. but he's getting better now. he looks fine btw he's chattin js nw. he's really brave enuf to fyte de pain la in order to get well soon. he's gonna get back to sch on week 4. good to hear dat lah. de whole class misses his presence. told him dat and he luffed. sersely la. de class shud lead a stress-free life wid u bunch of people. tho at tyms i dont deny u people r de irritating ones bt widout dem, de class wud haf turned into a veryy quiet class. we dont loike. hahahaha. so better come back sch quickly okayy!!!

stress wid sch. startin of sch talk abt project readi. WTH?! and proposal hadta submit by wk 3 which is next wk. hais. come to tink of it, it's so soon. starting of yr 2, so stress readi. wad will happen wen it gets to de end of yr 2? haha.. and nw, jazz class phase 2 is starting soon. how m i suppose to cope wid it? haiya... sch's commitment one thing. normal dance prac evry tuesday n saturdays another thing. and nw, jazz class. mondae n thursday. i dunoe hw to cope sia. and im suppose to make studies my ferst priority okay. told syg abt dix. he asked me to tink abt it. think carefully and wisely. if i cant cope den he asked me to quit. but i cant afford to quit la. wid de ppl ard. dey're jus too nice. i cant bring myself to quit. and much more, im loving dance much more s tym goes by. i'll c wad i can do la. aniwae, ders gonna be lunch tym concert dix cumin 3rd may. hah! we shud b using de same steps and choreos la. cos ders nt much tym left to start on a new choreo. hmmm. and ders still charity performance thingy which i dunoe when and wer. ahhaha!

syg and me have been gettin on pretty well i shall say. and he has been gettin veryy notty dix few days eh syg. hahahahha. but i loiiikeee!!! he wudnt wanna let me go bt due to tym constrain yest, he had to. so sorry eh syg. next tym we spend tym more together okayys. love u!

and so, chatted wid shahril yest. asking whether de west coast ppl r doing fine. hope dey're doin fine and heard evryone is quite busy nowadays. chuck has got a new job. werking together wid syla. suke la kau eh syla dpt keje ngn matair kau sendiri. hari2 tym keje dpt jumpe. tk bley la kau cuci mater lagik ye. hahahaha. yg laen some still in sch. some wid relationships commitments and stuffs. but dint hear anything abt sum ppl la. hah! busy je krg nie. bile nk jumpe krg lagi seh? shahril, da brape bulan aku tk jumpe kau. rindu giler ngn nonsense kau la!!! hahahaha. nk suroh aku tron wc? hahahaha. mendak la. jaoh seh. satu2 da menghilang ehk. hope to see krg soon la. miss krg so much! krg nye nonsense on top priorities. lols.

oh yahh... de other day,my ex, farhan msged me. asking me how i was doing n stuff pertaining to life. de normal ones. tepanjat jgk cos it was alreadi lyk 130 in de morning. he usually slps early. ntah asl nie kali he slps veri late. haha! and he's still de same he. tak berubah by de way he usually sms-es me last tym. he boast ard wid his sports thingy which of course i dont lyk. stop showing off la okay. i noe u're good at sports. and so? hah... tk payah la nk show off sumer. dats one of his bad points. anw, he alreadi noe im attached to syg. cos i tink it's de rite thing to do la b4 things get complicated n he asking me back fer patch up and stuffs. ahhahaha. b4 he does dat, i better take de ferst step and tell him dat im single no more. sms-ed fer a while. he asked me syg's personalities and all. told him i was happy. and prolly he regretted nt taking de ferst step and asking and proving to me he wants me back sersely. too bad. i waited fer u de last few mths back even b4 i committed myself wid sumone else bt still u werent serious. how sad. but now, it's over. im clearly stating dat ders nth's goin on wid us. we're jus purelly frens. maybe wad Nisa said was true. "at tyms we shudnt be back s frens wid our exs cos dey'll try to woo u over again and evrything starts back." ahhahahahah.

always and forever lovin' you;
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