My Ramblings

i never knew i had such a lovin bro. lyk sersely lah. words of mouth. it's undeniable and unavoidable. fer once, i was really touched by wad i've heard from ppl regarding wad my bro did. veryy touching and i dint expect him to haf felt dat way and react to dat so seriously. it's not smth bad okayy. dont tink anything bad. it's smth good to me. imagine someone of ur own flesh and blood, irritates u most of de time and givin u de heck care attitude but suddenly u heard from sumone else dat he cared a lot for you but just dat he doesnt show it to u. he shared it wid sumone of his own gender who basically understands him more. hahahhahaha. dont tink anything else orytes. wad matters nw is dat im really touched over wad dat someone has told me. and till now den i realised how much my bro loved me. how much he cared. just dat he doesnt show it. how wud i noe rite? hahaha. it woke me up suddenly. making me realise how fortunate i am to haf someone lyk him as a bro. dint noe he kept a lot of tings from me. prolly he felt dat he's too shy to share wid me certain things. but bro, in case if u're reading dix, i want u to noe dat ders NOONE else lyk you and ders PERFECTLY NOONE dat could replace you. and in case u're readi to be open up wid me, im oways readi okayy. i've been oways here fer you. just to let u noe dat orytes.

i've been hearing a lot of things from a lot of ppl. hahahah. prolly wad de book says is true. im someone whom ppl can trust easily and at tyms i do trust ppl easily too bt was taken advantage in return. it's not smth im boasting abt bt just to make it a point here. prolly dey see me s sumone who can keep secrets and of course i do keep secrets. haha! can trust me. ders still a lot more secrets kept within myself which basically belongs to other ppl lahh. NOT to myself. some even make me de centre party. one tell me dix abt dat someone and de other someone tell me tings abt dix someone. i can jus luff recalling dem back. bt den again, dey're welcome to tell me tings la. cos i believe dat dey trust me a lot and dat was de reason fer telling me de secrets. hah!

and so, i was chosen to be one of de camp committee which will b held in september. ders a few events dats gonna take place during dat period. suntec dance. charity dance. freshies camp. hopefully evrything doesnt crash. hahahah. starting of de semester busy readi. im gonna b more busy in time to come. trying to divide tym accordingly. and it is a lucky thing dat syg is staying near me. tkyah travel jauh2 just to meet him. 2 bus stops away je den can meet readi. save money and time too..! hahaha.

e-comm project is making me stress. more stress. can die. de GUI is yet to be done and i havent even do it. need visual basics. haiyahh.. why so stress ??? damnn...

i just love you okayy syg. muacks!!!

always and forever lovin' you;
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