My Ramblings

Someone unexpected called me today. really dint expect de call. and i swear to dat. i was sleeping soundly wen i was awaken by a call. take my fone, looked at de caller id and it stated 'private'. i thot it was my mum n if i dint ans her calls, she'll go on and on asking y i nvr answer her calls. lol. and so, dat someone wasnt whom i expected. it was the ex-boyfren,farhan all along. i regretted picking up the fone. seriously. since i've answered de call, we chatted 4 a while. he talked most of de time. i was bombarded with so many qns. like seriously a lot but dox common qns. lucky thing he dint go ahead with telling me abt feelings he had. if not i wud haf hung up de fone. hahah. ya, not dat i hate him(my bf says it's not good to hate ppl) so i wont but jus dat he's not in my good books anymore. once u're out, u're out. and i swear, nomatter wad u do, i wont be taken in by ur nice, sweet, melting words anymore. cos de other time i gave in, you played ard with my feelings again and again. dat totally screwed up. argh! he went on blabbering abt de past which i hated to hear most. he was de one who started talking abt de past and ended sayin it's no use talking abt de sweet and bad things in de past, nothing can be done now. since u noe dat, wth did u start talking abt it sia. haiya. and for de last time, i hate it wen u talked abt the past. enuf is enuf okay. past is de past. i have a boyfren and i love him a lot. i love only him and der wont be anyone else except 4 him. so move on with ur life oryte. and btw, if ur english is not as good, dont go ard talkin in english. cos dey just suck. just talk to me in malay. it'll b better. cos english definitely doesnt suit u. im sorry if u're offended in anyway. but just dat i dont want things to turn out nasty or wadevernots. i dont wish to tink of the PAST ever. not even before you or after you. im doin fine now with my current boyfren. thanks a lot for the concern given to me over the fone. find urself a gerl okay. i dont want ppl to misunderstood and creating problems for my current relationship. oryte. hope u understand. thanks! :)

always and forever lovin' you;
7:30 PM

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