My Ramblings

tings oways end up unexpectedly. wen u want things to be de way u want it to be, it doesnt and wen u dont want it to be dat way, it will. hah. funny aint it. but it's a true fact. smth we doesnt have a choice to make do with. but wadever it is, jus accept it okayy. things will go on smooth sailing. haha.

you used to hate me to de very deep last time. siding de other sumone whom u thot was a good choice to side on with but den again, i think it wasnt right? u were wrong i guess. hating me to de very end. despice me. shield dat person. put in good words 4 dat someone. without even caring whether de words hurt me or not. u dint even care. even as a fren. even as someone who has helped u with ur exs stuffs. i promise not to disturb u in de sense of helpin u out since dat day of hatred. i was so disappointed and yet again accepting de fact dat u're for sure protecting ur wadever brother shits.. which i practically dont care. and now, u're cumin back s a fren again to destroy my life again? hah. stop it if u haf dat intention okay. msg-ing me wid intentions? hah. hopefully not. im jus still wondering y u did all dat in de past and now. and i noe i wont get de ans cos i simply wont ask and u wont get to noe abt dix blog thingy. so yahh.

chattin wid syla was tremendously funn. and i mean real fun after such a long time of hibernating. kan syla? lol. we used to talk alot in de past. be it gossip or wadever. you jus name it and we'll do it. ahha. best kan dulu. bt we seldom talk now due to busyness. haiya. gonna catch up soon wid her dix cumin saturdae n sunday i guess. hoping to. haha. we're gonna rock de pit yeahh? lol.

and i'll nvr forget wad happen today. hahaha. it's only between me n syg. it's not smth bad. average thingy. so yahh. im pleased. im smiling. heh!

always and forever lovin' you;
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