My Ramblings

went out wid dearest cousin yest. catch up wid wad we've missed fer quite sum tym. we last met abt one mth ago? hahaha... yea.. cos both were busy wid sch stuffs and hah, her mum was one of de prob.. sad to say, even as her cousin, i wasnt even given de priority to go out wid her. cos why? i oso dunoe. it's jus dat maybe her mum thinks dat i'll teach her daughter bad stuffs and influence her into negative things. wth?! if only she knew. i shant elaborate nomore... no point gettin mad over dix issue cos it's gonna drag and drag till i dunoe wen and furthermore, she's my aunty... wadever la..

anywaes, we had a great tym together yest.. chit chatted.. she gt so many stories.. and i was all ears.. listening tentetively(sp?)... bt den again, parts of her stories were quite sad and disappointing.. we shopped at topshop too.. fun la.. the luffter.. the jokes.. the mrapekness.. the gileness... all i missed.. and im still missing dem a lot.. hais... she stayed at my house fer a while after dat and den went home at abt 11pm.. day was too fast..how i wish it dint had to end.. hmm.

to someone particular, im jus so disappointed in you.. really.. even if u dont like goin out wid us simply cos we're not dat close, i dont mind.. cos im nt in favour to go wid u too.. outing wid u was simply nt awesome and it wasnt even niice.. i only wanted to go out wid her, my cousin.. bt you had to come cos she'll ask u along.. so we dint mind abt dat.. hearing u dont like abt de idea of going out wid me n my bf, im not sad but jus prolly happy? hah.. abusing ur own gf? wtf?!! and she's nt anyone okayy.. she's my cousin.. im mad,im angry.. cos u're jus her bf and u've been doing all dix to her... nt even her mum beats her up or punish her till like dat.. but how come u get to do all dox?? if u haf a fcuking problem wid ur temper den go amend it urself.. dont let it out on her and vent evrything out.. if u want to vent it on ur things and throw dem anywer den go ahead.. my pleasure to c ur things get spoil but nt her things.. why hers wen she's nt in de wrng? even if she's in de wrng, do u really haf to throw her things and in de end spoil dem?? hais.. wads ur fcuking prob la?? jus 4 anger management la and it'll settle evrything.. im jus too pissed off wid de fact dat u're abusing her.. she's nt a toy or a doll okayy... argh!! and to noe a fact dat u dont like her to wear any make ups and dress up like a gerl? wth r u thinkin sia?! she's a gerl and she envies dox gerls who dress up fer their bfs, wear make ups to look pretty and even wear lady clothes... haiya... i dunoe wad else to say to u lahh.. hais.. and u're like two yrs younger... arghh!!!

here's one fact.. true fact.. hah..
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
veryy true lehh....

haiya. im saddddddddddddd...............

always and forever lovin' you;
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