My Ramblings
Monday, September 18, 2006
anywaes, results will b released on de 20th of september which will b on wednesdae. hope evrythings will go on fine.. cos i dont wish to sit fer supp paper during my festive season.. hah.. who wants tho..
well, i shall say i miss the clubbers like a lot a lot... esp my 2 darlings.. u noe hu u ppl r la hor... we shall go out one day together b4 de sch reopens okayy... ehhehe! which shud b soon aniwae.. lol..
updates abt me and my darling ayank.. hmm... we haf been doing good lately... catching up wid things and doin lotsa things.. from being lazy to go to work simply cos it was raining heavily outside to watching movie at tamps cos we were dead bored.. usually we dont go fer movies at tamps or shall i put it s i dont usually like watchin movies at tamps.. it's nt dat it doesnt haf standards bt according to de fact me n ayank knew, tamps has nvr failed to b filled by minahs and matreps.. apologies to dox who r one but we sort off dont like being among dem.. i jus simply love goin out wif de boyfren.. love his company.. his irritating-ness bt i still love it.. he noes dat.. dat only applies to him okayy.. u ppl dont go n try to irritate me wid nonsense.. hahahhaa... we went out again de next day to find my shoe.. wanted to catch a movie again bt changed our mind.. ayank wasnt in a good condition.. he was pretty sick dat dae so he dint haf much mood which put me into a moodless condition too.. see, it's linked... bluek! bt he still wanted to accompany me find my new shoes.. thanks ayank! really appreciate dat so much.! and in de end he turned out to be nt so moodless kan? hehehe.. we smiled.we luffed.we joked.we tickled.we enjoyed MOSTLY.
to tink yet again, i do realised dat i've changed a lot cos of Arief, my boyfren. not becos of him forcing me to change but literally, i change myself. he slowly coach me into changing into someone better. be it in terms of dressing or attitude wise. i used to dress up in a bo chap manner cos i noe noone will ever comment me on my dressing, nt really la. and i do dress up most of de tym wen i go out even if ders no occassion. ahhaha.. bt nw, evrything seems to be way different.. my boyfren doesnt control nor he forces me to change but i was and still am a willing party to change if it is fer de better. who wudnt rite? in attitude wise, u guys can go ask my boyfren how much i've changed la okay cos he's like 24/7 wid me so he noes me much better.. i mean de changes i've made during de past few months... and im really glad to b in such a manner wer i can please him. hehe!
always and forever lovin' you;
11:59 PM
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