My Ramblings

i dunoe wad else to say. i dunoe how else to prove to YOU dat i cared so much for YOU. YOU oways had de feeling and say dat i dint cared. how else do i tell YOU all dat mattered to me was all YOU? it was ALL abt YOU... i noe it's partly my fault for nt considering dat u're tired n need ur rest.. i was jus thinking of meeting u.. dats all.. and YOU had to think dat i dint care, i dint show any concern nor did i give in to YOU and ask YOU to go and rest... all i had in mind was to heal the miss feelings towards YOU.. itu je.. just 4 a while and it'll cure.. but no, instead i was scolded... nvm dat im being told off and scolded... i dint expect YOU to use all dox words dat i dint even think of YOU might be using.. i was shocked... YOU never did use such words against me before.. i tried to control.. but my heart was all wreched upon all dox words.. it was so disappointing to jus read all dox words... i was even compared to animals.. hw cruel can dat be?? haf YOU thot of how i might feel after dat?? of course YOU dint.. haf i ever, did i ever, compared YOU to an animal?? did i? haf i? i noe i dint.. it's jus too cruel of YOU to say dat.. hais... even if im in de wrong, YOU can oways tell me off in a nice way rite? no need such words rite? i noe i do mistakes.. evryone does mistakes.. dont YOU? but y must i be reprimanded in such a way? i dont wish to continue any further... now do i haf de rights to b disappointed? or dont i? enuf said... i jus wish to be alone.. YOU may take a short period to recover and get back to ur normal self but as for me, i need to take some time to jus recover one lil bit tiny piece of disappointment.. say im draggy or wad YOU want, dats jus me.. if im hurt, hurt too deep, dis is wad happens.. YOU haf to understand... jus leave me alone oryte.. i'll heal myself.. enuf said from YOU...

moral down. soul lost. heart wreched.
yours trully, nadirah.

always and forever lovin' you;
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