My Ramblings

im jus freaking pissed off... argh! can u please b considerate and think of my feelings before saying or doing anything dat might hurt me? u dint practically and all of it got me hurt, so hurt in de end.. im not a doll who doesnt even haf feelings.. prolly a doll too haf feelings u noe.. so y did u even say smth widout even thinkin how i'll feel after de whole thing ends? why? im oways de one in de wrong.. u're oways rite.. yaya.. fyi, you totally mess up todae.. intention of goin out wif u was totally all wrong.. all i wanted was ur time.. ur ohsoprecious time.. prolly i dont deserve to haf ur precious time.. maybe.. having good intentions of spending time wif u but it was all returned wif awfully talkings of urs which i hated so much... all sort of things blurted out from ur mouth.. just evrything.. and all of dat evrything hurts me... it hurts a lot.. i was being scolded fer de slightest thing... nvm.. and den again, u vented evrything on me.. it's not dat i dont understand but it jus went overboard.. totally overboard.. people created things and i was de one blamed.. hais.. i wasnt even in de wrong in de ferst place but yet, i was de ferst to be scolded and was ignored.. nvm abt de scoldings bt to jus ignore me 4 de whole tym was all wrong.. all so wrong.. even if u dont haf de mood, cant u jus talk to me properly? wenever i talk, u'll start to sort of raise ur voice at me.. so, i decided to jus keep my mouth shut.. dat will do rite? i tink it's better dat way.. i wont hurt u in any way den... cos my mouth's shut..!

always and forever lovin' you;
9:03 PM

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