My Ramblings

im sick and really tired of quarrelling wif you.. my heart is asking fer evrything to just stop.. enough.. im hurt badly.. with all those words used.. with all ur actions.. im all weakened.. and i swear, i jus wish 4 de cars to jus knock me down js now.. so i'll b able to get ur attention and care and u'll den understand how much lot u mean to me.. i was jus hoping 4 dat to happen... but of course it dint.. hais.. i feel like giving up in life.. NOT in de relationship.. it nvr occurred to me to even think of dat.. nt even once.. haiya.. y must it oways be me, de one OWAYS in the wrong?? each tym we quarrell it's oways me.. and not you.. why? im oways to be blamed.. hais..

BUT NOMATTER WAD, I'D STILL LOVE YOU NOMATTER HOW HURT I'LL BE... cos without you life seems meaningless.. and im saying dis from deep inside and i really mean it... i've nvr fought wif sumone usin all dos words used, even if i hate to hear dem and it hurts, i do still have de feeling n i'll love you even more.. i wont let you go... and pls, dont ever say dat word which i dont wanna hear frm you ever.. dats de last ting i wanna do.. so pls.. hais... can we just stay happy forever??

always and forever lovin' you;
12:57 AM

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