My Ramblings

waiting fer someone precious complete his NS is really sucha torture. it's more sufferings than any other things else.. bt all the hart gotta do is be patient. all it needs is patience and tolerance.. waiting and waiting till evrything is over.. oways looking forward to weekends,esp to fridays.. looking forward to nite calls from him tho it may only b jus 4 a few minutes... all dos jus lower down de spirit,de mood.. to dos who havent been thru or dont haf to be thru wad im goin thru nw, u ppl r lucky enuf to escape dis sort of suffering.. probs r sure to occur anytime due to communication break down.. and i hope dis will end soon.. emotionally weakened is wad im goin thru now.. im too emotionally affected bt im still taking it s tests from god.. im controlling and managing.. i dont wish 4 another fight between u nor do i wish 4 another scolding from u either.. neither do i want to get u mad/angry at me and thus gettin u hurt in de end.. i so do not want all dat to continue happening.. cos it breaks my heart too.. i jus wanna lead life happily wif u.. maintain a good,happy, long-term relationship.. just de two of us.. insyallah..

always and forever lovin' you;
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