My Ramblings

we had a few tiffs fer de past few days. but evrything went on okay wen things goes by.. anyway, it's parts n parcels of a relationship.. der tends to be quarrells n fights.. it goes normal to us.. we're human beings.. but wad really touches my heart was wad ayank had done last sunday.. we quarrelled abt smth and he said smth dat hurt me in anger.. so it wasnt intentionally.. i noe.. bt still it hurts.. he called my bro and asked wer i was n wad i was doing wen i went totally silent after hanging de fone.. guess he was worried after all... he loves me wad.. hehe..! and i heard sumone opening de house gate.. suspected was my ayank who came to look fer me.. he felt guilty after wad he've said.. went straight to my room and apologised.. ehehe.. so sweet rite my ayank.. partly i dint expect him to come my hse and comfort me bt i alreadi gt de instincts dat he'll come.. he's sumone who doesnt leave me alone attending to myself wen i need comfort.. he'll come sumhw or rather to show his love to me.. cehh!! hahaha.. we ended up happy and comforted in de end.. went out to haf our dinner at changi after dat...

anyway, i found dis note in his hp wen i was browsing thru de phone... i gt nothing to do and was bored since ayank was talking wif syafiq n frens.. we were all chilling.. and so, i gt de instincts again to check de notes in de phone... and guess wad i saw??!! i was TOTALLY TOUCHED!!!

ayank wrote: "Nadirah, u r lyke da only gal dat im thinkin ryte nw.. Cnt stop thinkin of u.. Wen u see dis note, hopefully i make u smile. Nadirah, nvr leave me. My love to u is lyke carrying tons of hearts of my love to u.. Nadirahku yg amat ku cintai, im so
missing u so much.. Ur always by my side weneva i need u.. Ur always der fer me.. U always cherish me.. U cheer me up wen im down.. Nadirah baby, i love u, i love u, i love u wif all my heart n soul without any regret.. n im still in love wif u. Love u darlin!! Muacks..

i feel blessed to haf such a bf.. it doesnt matter if his english isnt perfect, noone's perfect after all, all dat matters is he loves me a lot.. he loves me whole-heartedly.. losing him will bring me great fall.. so i dun wish to lose him to anyone else.. im really serious abt de relationship and i noe he's serious abt it too.. right ayank? hehe..!! i jus love my ayank! and noone else except him!

always and forever lovin' you;
10:22 PM

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