My Ramblings

Todae is not jus any other days. Hah. wonder wads happening? It's our 9th month anniversary.. to others it may mean nothing but to us, it's smth worth pondering over.. it means alot to us.. tho ayank is at camp dis very day, we managed to haf quite a long talk over de fone to recall on de past months we've been together.. we dont usually do dat quite often;talk abt things dat has happened.. ders tings left tangling and hanging.. things dat i've been keeping from ayank.. good and bad facts.. heee... we decided to talk abt it.. alot of things were revealed... ders dis feeling where i strongly feel since i met ayank.. told him abt it and he was so touched.. smiling and grinning away right? lol... he's just too happy dat i finally decided to be open up, really open up and tell him things.. i dont usually let things out so easily.. cos i jus feel it's difficult to b open up.. it's jus not me.. hah.. we're jus too happy with things dats happening starting nw.. i've decided to loosen up.. dont worry k ayank.. i jus feel dat im being selfish to him.. i haf to give in cos he has been giving in to me since i dunoe when.. so it's my time to do a change fer good... we'll both benefit in dat way.. oryte ayank? hehehehe....

it's so nice to be dis way.. without fights and quarrels.. jus happy endings.. happy happy and happy with each others' company... im so liking evry moment.. heh! im still loving my ayank alot and alot more... bluek!!

always and forever lovin' you;
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