My Ramblings

recall.recall.recall.

i turned 19 on de 27th. haha. tho der wasnt really a celebration,we were sort of tied up, i really enjoyed de company i had, which was obviously my ayank.. celebration will b postponed. he picked me up from werk and i told a while lie.. heh! i was so shocked to see him right standing near my werkplace cos he told me he was already at dhoby ghaut waiting fer me; asking me to go der faster.. hahahaha.. and i was like oooppsss, he's der... lol.. he was so cute la standing der all along wifout leaking any clues/secrets dat he's gonna surprise me... a good surprise syg.. i was very happy,glad,overjoyed to see him der.. den he wished me hapie bdae fer de 3rd time.. 1 thru sms,2 thru phone and de 3 one was face to face.. cool lahh/.. hehehe.. and we proceed 2 the cathay to watch my beanbean.. alaa,mr bean's holiday lahh.. haiya.. not much talking but so much laughter.. i became ayank's punching bag lor.. he luff so much and at de same time bit me.. hehe.. bit jokingly okayy.. he was so sweet to me de whole day.. de feeling is just too niice.. he was being all manje wif me okayy of which i loved most.. do dat evryday kay syg.. ehhe!

den came de sad part, actually before dis, mama took time off to go SGH to check whether she has lung infection due to de continuous coughing and her chest der hurts each tym she coughs.. wen 2 c de doctor and she had to be warded... bro smsed me wen i was halfway watching de movie.. tho it wasnt dat serious, i really felt bad.. really bad.. sumore it was my bdae and things had to be turned out dat way.. but i was really fortunate to haf ayank by my side.. he asked me whether i want to leave right away but considering he alreadi paid 4 de tixs and i dont wanna spoil de mood tho i was quite uptight, we dint leave.. i told him we continue watching and after dat we'll proceed to de hosp to visit mama.. lucky it was serious as mentioned by mama.. if nt, i wud haf alreadi left sia.. haiya.. ayank was all de way comforting me.. i was crying lahh.. cudnt take it.. i love my mum alot okayy.. and i noe he dint concentrate on de movie.. he kept trying to make me laugh and smile..

i was really sad and at de same time happy i had sumone so precious and really concerned abt me at dat point of time.. sumone i cud confide in and sumone who will oways be der 4me nomatter how busy he will be.. trust me; he will oways be der...
for dat, i thank u ayank... i jus love u alot alot...

we went straight to SGH immediately.. met bro at outram and we walked all de way to block 4.. reached der, mama was lying on de bed watching tv.. sucha relief nothing happened to her.. she had to undergo an x-ray to c wads de cause.. she had to stay fer one night.. we cudnt stay to keep her company;felt really bad.. how i missed her so much.. left ard 11 plus and took taxi home.. ayank accompanied me home..

and and and.....

wen i went to my room, i dint see wad was on my table.. instead i looked at de bed.. guess i was quite tired over wad has been happening fer de day.. and furthermore, wen i walk straight to my room, de bed will oways be de ferst object to be seen.. lol..

so den ayank said dis, " ayank, u tak perasan ape2 ke?" translation: ayank, u dint notice anything?

and i looked around; finally noticed smth on de table; in my puma bag...

IT WAS A BOUQUET OF ROSES; nicely wrapped..

Gosshhhhh!! i was so shocked lahh till i was quiet 4 a few seconds.. hehehehe... too shocked to say anything.. and he hugged me straight away asking whether i like it or not.. of course i love it.. love it so muchhh!!! he said, " 3 roses represent i love u".. awwww, u're sucha sweetie lahh.. and he went on telling me de number of roses representing de sweet phrases.. 12 means u're special.. sum sort like dat.. i was still overjoyed and in great shock dat i was grinning to myself eventho it was alreadi quite sum tym.. ayank was laughing at me lahh.. so bad of him... hmph.. dint noe dat he noe i wanted flowers in certain occasion la.. i mean like eventho flowers and chocolates r sumsort old fashion,it's still kinda romantic at tyms wen given by ur loved ones dat is.. i noe fiza will agree wif me... ehhehee..!

babe, i've received my bouquet of flowers... wens urs gonna be??(u noe hu u r)hehe!

i dunoe hw to explain further how sweet my darling boyfren was.. he still is tho.. it's just dat his company fer de whole day dat day really made a difference in my life.. jus wanna tell u how much i appreciate all dat u did; evrything dat u did, simply just fer me.. love u baby!

much love; meee.

always and forever lovin' you;
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