My Ramblings

Had a really2 long talk plus walk wif de bestie. enjoyed! =)

it started wif me having to wait fer her at de TEP room.. hahah.. abit weird cos i was de only unknown person there.. dey're all attachment students.. dengs.. since she asked me to wait, i wait lor.. grabbed her fone and did some bluetooth of songs.. heh.. dey really got nothing to do there lah.. must be stressfree hor.. haha.. kk den, left sch at 530pm of which we headed down to town by BUS! hmph..

again, her fault.. hmph.. kesiankan kau punye psl ehhh.. kalau tk da naek mrt tau..!

reached far east and our stomachs kept grumbling being hungry.. hahhaha.. both decided to jus settle eating at far east.. da lapar punye pasal and our legs were alreadi too 'hurt' & covered wif plasters to even walk further.. had hot plate rice beef and she had mushroom sauce chicken rice..

after eat den do wad???

not smoke okay.. we're gud gerls; so no smoke2 for us.. heh! we diet la.. hahaha... we walked and walked all de way to Plaza Spura.. cos we had no idea wer to go.. shopping centres seems not to be in our list fer de day.. we jus wanted to catch up on things.. heh.. we shud haf sat down, bought drinks, chilled and talked.. but instead, walked and talked.. yes,it was tiring and so, we decided to stop at PS and walk inside to get de aircon.. hahaha..

went carrefour. memories of de chocolate we used to haf difficulty in finding crossed both minds. hah. so funny.. now de chocolates came in bulks.. so many alreadi; not nice. we became gile inside carrefour.. it's jus typical us.. we'll go on and on and on bragging and disturbing one another.. mcm tkde keje gitu kan.. hah.. tired walking, go wer? go home la dengs! lols..

took 65 home and de journey was incredible i tell you.

the bestie started off wif her story. real story okay. her love experience which was crushed,totally crushed by someone whom i thot i cud respect so much. but hey, u're so so wrong... after hearing her story, im beginning to despise de person more.. just how could u treat her dat way after all dat she has done? god!

it's just too terrible okay.. de bestie is sort of like a sister to me.. and wen she's hurt, i do feel it too.. de way she tells her life story, i can jus feel her heart breaking but she managed to control.. helding back her tears.. she's still de strong gerl i used to noe years back.. she regretted wad she did and dint.. everything, evry single line, i was touched.. i was touched by her patience she had wen she was wif him.. her tolerance of which i tink noone else could tolerate dat kind of attitude..

and to dat horrigible creature, you may not get ur 'balasan' now but i can guarantee u'll get urs in no time.. just wait.. u're jus too stupiid to let go someone so worth keeping.. da tebiat agaknye kau nie eh.. da bute aku rase sbab tu.. hah..

and and and...

de bestie adviced me dis;
to give and take in my relationship wif arief.. if i cant do wad he asks/wants me to, just tell him i cant do it.. dont force myself to do smth which i cant and ended being regretful.. dont be too lenient towards guys.. noe wen to be and wen to be aggressive.. heh..

and she said, de relationship arief and me r leading could last long cos he's just so not like them.. them who? aderlah eh.. i was so so touched by dat.. heh!

to those who had no idea who dis bestie of mine is;
she's NUR ASILAH BTE ABDUL RASHID.....!!! hahahaha.. jgn kembang eh beb...

stay strong okay bacen.. u'll oways haf me to cry on, to mrapek with, to crap wif, to gile wif and to wadever werds u haf in mind la okay.. hahahah!!!
sayang kau!

always and forever lovin' you;
12:30 AM

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