My Ramblings

Look at the tym now.
it's nearly 5am and im still wide awake.hah.
been hard fer me to sleep early nowadays.
furthermore, i can do nothing much at this point of tym.
early morning do wad? hah. movie marathon la, duh!
watched lots and lots of movies but still, was bored.
life seems pretty boring for me yarr since i've graduated.
hmmmmmm...

anyways, job hunt wif boyfren last friday @ vivo was uber fun.
asked a few shops, filled up a few applications & just wait lor
for their call. i hope it'll come really soon.
he did helped me call one of dem asking if ders vacancy
cos surprisingly some shops dint even noe if dey haf vacancy.
need to ask the HQ myself. hehe.
and thanks darling!

hmm, let's talk abt smth else.
relationship wise, a-okay.
not pretty gud i shall say..
cos misunderstandings and small quarrels still occur.
tons of obstacles.
but we're fine for now, i guess. heh.
and as for my NIE application,
im still waiting for the letter.
oh letter, please come. please come to me, soon! hahahhaa!
i really want to have a lil bit of gud news to start of with.

confused over wad i should do if i wont get shortlisted for NIE(touch wood).
hais.
confused and stressed. over again.
i so hate dis feeling and position im in.
wadever it is, i gotta decide real soon.
i still dont feel like entering the working world just yet.
cos....
i still have the interest to continue my studies till wherever i can study.
but the thing is, hais, dunoe lahh..

i do still have alternatives if im not shortlisted.
i've got a few people who can help me out. still on pending.
a fren of mine already helped me with the application.
thks to fiza dat is. heh.
my boyfren's fren who's also on the verge of joining NIE.
he wanted to advice or give tips on NIE but i havent even got shortlisted yet.
so i turned him down. so sorry about dat but i'll definitely seek ur help
if im shortlisted soon. hahaha. thanks for the MOE's numbers and email.
and an aunty of mine is working for the MOE.
maybe she can help me abit here and der if there's a chance for me to appeal.
so, let's put my fingers cross and hope im gonna get selected. hee. =)

and to my aunty and uncle who's just left for umrah,
slamat pergi and slamat balek. hehehehehe.
we'll be waiting for you guys.

till here, my updates will be.
take care my lovelies.
loved.

always and forever lovin' you;
4:57 AM

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