My Ramblings
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
Haiz...sot..sot...knape la kau dtg skrg?kau dtg bila aku baru nak skit hapi...knape sot?knape skrg?kau nie tk habis2 susahkan hdup org eh...kau takde keje eh?haiz...SOT!!!!!!!!AH!!!!!!!!!y nw?n u,sal ale2 log off??baru smangat ader abe u dah log off...haiz...needed sum1 tapi apakan daya kan...she tinks her werds n standards aint impt 2me...haiz...hw cud she...hw cud she tink dat wae?y?y does she tink dat wae?haiz...Darn!i'm so sot here..reading her sms-es jz make me weep in2 tears...duno lah y she suddenli sae dat..she waz ok tadik bt duno y...haiz...it's jz too saddening 4me...2 hear all dat from her..she noe real well all her werds n evryting bout her r impt 2me...veri impt...even sadiq noes dat...evry1 noes dat...bt y did she tink dat wae?y?y did u?ish....sedih nye...sedih sak cam nie...dah lah aku sedih tk dpt tgk dia peh passing out parade...did ask sadiq 2 go on ma behalf n hs lah...duno if he can n want 2 go ker tak..so,realli up 2 him...i wanted 2 go,but i kant...i realli kant...wanted 2 slot in d tym but 2 rush...i dun tink i can make it...n nw,i smsed her i wanted 2 sleep,dah ckp gd nite pun...but she dint reply...is she mad at me or wad??if she is,i'm sorry...sorry 4 evryting..yah,evryting dat i've done 2u...haiz...nvmlah...or maybe she's asleep kape...tetdo kape kan..yah...maybe she's oreadi asleep while waitin 4 ma msgs...takpe lah..niwaes,sadiq...if u reading dix...u dun wori bout me...i'm 'fine' here...jgn risau tau...i'm okae...jz needed 2 be alne bab 2 i log off msn..takde md nak chat la...k..c ya all soon....haiz... :'(
always and forever lovin' you;
1:14 AM
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