My Ramblings

Finally a new post? hahahha. am really sorry fer not updating on wad has been happening. lol. been quite busy wid things relating to sch. elaborated with projects and watnots. stress level getting higher and higher. evryone seems to be very stressful over ecpj project. even de clever ones. trust me. evryone is chiong-ing their project. hahaha.

my sayang has gone to serve fer his NS. so sad can? hais. been two days since he's so far away from me. we've never been separated dix far before for so long. lol. like seriously. im nt making up stories okayy. he said he's doin fine in der. or rather slacking inside dix two days. haha. doing nothing much from wad he mentioned. oh ya, he can make calls. so meaning can use hp lah. dat makes it easier 4 us to communicate den. at least can hear his voice. good enuf. im waiting patiently fer his return. im waiting okay sayang tho it's still very long. 8 more days. haiya. but i noe i can manage. i've been occupying myself wid things like projects so that i wont be thinking too much abt sayang. the more i think abt him, the more upset i'll b. seriously. even wen listening to de songs sayang love to listen to, can make me weep. wad even thinking about him. hah. it'll make me even sadder(sp?). so i choose to do my ecpj in sch till quite late so i'll be occuppied. meaning busy doing codes and user interface. equals to my mind off from thinkin abt sayang. okay2. get wad i mean now? hah.

dint went fer tuesday's dance prac. reason being, i got some rashes or mosquitoes marks on de body and had to visit de doc. hah. macam2 seh. i was telling myself dont let it be smth bad. my exams r cumin. and fuhh!!! de doctor said it was only hypes or kyeps(sp?)... hahaha. nothing serious. it was cos of allergic to dust. smth like dat. body been oways allergic to dust and my nose too. hahah. sayang got shocked upon hearing i was at de docs. but after i told him wad happened, he calmed down. lol. funny la u sayang.

hmm.... i'll continue updating wen im free again orytes.
and im missing the boyfren so much!!!
ayank, come back faster! lurp2 !!!

always and forever lovin' you;
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