My Ramblings
Saturday, March 17, 2007
and while listening to music n slotting de notes, a message came in.. an unexpected sms.. i swear i really dint expect de bestie to sms in de morning.. thot wad happened.. and i looked at her name quite a number of tyms to really confirm it's her.. hais.. a very sad news in de morning..
and her sms goes, " Nad,thx 4 letting me haf de chance to noe chuck. kau tau bile aku stead ngn kau tau sume story aku dan kau harus tau bile evrything ends.. 15 march is de last.." translated- u noe wen i stead and u noe evry of my story and u haf to noe wen evrything ends...
gooshhh!! i was extremely shocked to read wad she sent la.. i was telling myself was i dreaming or smth wrng wif de sms system thingy.. i replied asking wad happened.. and it was so suddenly i tell u.. seriously..
unexpected. why? cos dis very couple has been so in love wif each other fer ard 1 year 4 months wen it had to end due to 3rd party.. dey were so much in love wif each other, head over heels, so much happiness between de 2 families, basically der was only happiness and sadness doesnt even occur in their dictionary.. i oways envy dem for hu dey really are.. i mean being together and appearing extremely happie wif each others company oways.. read; ALWAYS! der was nvr a story wer dey fight or smth bad happens.. it's oways smth good and happy to be proud of... a perfect couple..
im one of her frequent readers of her live journal.. it has oways been good news abt dem.. envying dem each and evry day... de guy was sumone who was oways de good one.. respected him right frm de start wen i noe him.. he was oways telling me to b patient wif my ex.. was oways der to advice me here and there.. nvr failed to cheer evryone up.. was indeed a funny guy.. but evrything changed after wad he did to de bestie.. evrything abt him, changed. even my impression towards him as a gd prsn changed suddenly.. was really a sad thing.. smth which i dint expect to happen and i guess noone expected dis outcome...
wen i get 2 noe de wc people, dey were all like very friendly; treated me well,welcomed me perfectly... being there for one another, helping out.. but soon wen de story of me and de ex-boyfren happened, evry each n evryone of dem started to disappear.. really.. one after another left de grp.. really unexpected.. frm one big grp wen we hanged out under de void deck together to only a few countable of dem.. some turned out to b arrogant to another.. really dunoe wad happened between dem cos i was alreadi out frm de grp.. break up means not involved anymore.. blablabla.. de grp was getting frm bad to worst.. im having regrets getting to noe dem.. evenmore letting my bestie noe one of dem and get into a relationship wif de person and further get hurt by de one she has been loving since 15th nov 2005.. hais... im jus full of regrets.. if only tym can be turned.. de bestie and i wont be hurt in return.. but evrything has to end.. i really cudnt accept dat she went thru wad i haf overcomed wif de ex.. de exact same thing dat involves third party but jus dat de ex of mine released me earlier wen we were only 3 months old.. but hers, it's like way too long already.. i wonder wad de guy was thinking lahh.. bdk pmpn tu flirt, kau tk paham ke? argh! stupiidd lahh.. i dunoe wad he see in de 3rd party; de other gerl.. evryone dont want her but y mux he makes tings difficult 4 de bestie and flirt wif de gerl.. haiya.. dunoe hw to appreciate sumone so good, extremely good like de bestie.. hais... u dont deserve her in de very ferst place la okay..
evry relationship has it's ups and downs just like wad evryone says.. and i noe de bestie will be strong to overcome dis.. she has been strong over de years and i noe she will in de future.. jus remember wad u told/advice me wen i was goin thru de same old ting last yr kk.. anything im oways here fer u.. take care sweetie..!
and fcuk off you flirt bitch! 3rd party just sucks!
always and forever lovin' you;
10:38 PM
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